He says “How Did a nice girl like you cross paths with a rebel like me”
She responds ” How did I get so lucky to have met a man with a heart like yours. It was fate I was meant to cross paths with you.
I can still feel your breath on my eye lashes, I can still see your torso in front Of me, I can reach out and still feel your skin
Your Perfect smooth chocolate flesh, I can still breath in and feel your Warmth against my breast
You still Dizzy me
My heart still aches for you in these teal colored linens you left me in.
With my long mane of curls you once couldn’t get enough of.
I can still feel your laughter on my neck, your calloused hands, the thought of your perfect calloused hands brings me to tears
The way they touched me, and knew their way through my flesh, calloused and safe they made a mockery out of me.
Your whole being, just understood me
Not the me that held it together
The me that showed you her demons
Not the women with the made up face and the lipstick ready for battle
The me in the mornings, bare.
In tears. In anger. In sadness.
Not just the pretty face, not just the body. It’s the third night this week my pillows are wet with tears
They hear the defeat in my pleads, they don’t understand how much I miss you.
You were also such a great friend with a kind heart
A humble man.
That’s what really scares me.
Falling in love is easy. Having sex is easier. But bumping into someone that can spark your soul - that shit is rare.
You could fuck four, five, all the people in a god damned room and you’d only feel a connection with one. Or none at all.
And what sucks is despite the undeniable real magnetic pull between the two of you, more often than not, you don’t end up together.
I’m afraid I won’t meet anyone else I can connect with.
I’m scared it’ll be just you.Sade Andria Zabala (surfandwrite) | Connection (via broken-self-reflection)
Do the best you can until you know better. Then when you know better, do better.Maya Angelou (via creatingaquietmind)
New video from the #Gilded showcase. Zora Howard - ”The D Train Teaches a Lesson in Patience”
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